Title: love comes and finds a heart entangled
Summary: Leonard can't deal with his guilt.
Pairing: Barry Allen/Leonard Snart
Rating: G

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Those moments when you blink and realize half the month's gone? I've been having those a lot.

Every time I do something, I get stoked and think to myself, I'm going to make a DW entry about that! And then I go to sleep and then, inevitably, work is the next morning and I lose all energy for everything, and I want to sit like a sloth and stare at the wall. I doubt this is healthy.

( Work story )

You know, I love working at the store. I like the majority of my co-workers, but this is seriously high school bullshit. We have four assistant managers and one general manager, and I legit feel like each manager is carving out a portion of the store and we're all about to have a territory fight over associates. I don't want to work under these conditions. It stresses me out, it makes me cry at least twice a month, and I'm so damned exhausted all the time that I barely have any creativity at all anymore. I feel wasted away into this big gray block of nothing.

Ugh. All I want to do is write queer fairy tale romances. Why is that so hard?

Okay, flist. Make me feel better. Give me a fairy tale prompt, and I'll write you a fucking queer goddamned romance. THIS IS ALL I WANT IN LIFE.

Pick a number [1-11] and I’ll post an excerpt from the corresponding work in my WIP folder.

Then, if you’re so inclined, post this with the appropriate number range and let people have a peek at your unfinished stuff.

Wow. For the past two days, I have consistently woken up at one pm, which is nuts. I haven't slept like this since I was a teenager.

In other news, dungeonmarm and I ran about Lowes and Home Depot to look for things for his costume and had a little luck. He was awesome and bought me lunch at Blackwoods, and then we marathoned the last few episodes of Doctor Who series 6. I don't particularly care about Amy, but Rory. He might actually end up being my second favorite companion after Rose.

I have hit 13,000 words on the Thor/Loki story that I'm not writing. DDD: Damn stupid, epic plots. I hate you. I should just delete it, because it is all id fic.

I think I want to try NaNoWriMo again this year, less for the sake of writing 50k in 30 days, and more just to get myself into the habit of writing consistently again. It hasn't worked as a motivator since I beat it in 2008. I'm beginning to think I don't have the determination necessary to be a professional writer. Uuuugh.