lunesque | (no subject)

Current Mood: sigh.
Current Location: Home
Current Music: tv in the living room

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I feel like I'm crumbling a bit at the edges. I have school in two days and work and when will I feel like an adult, really? I'm supposed to be one already, but I think I just feel lonely instead of mature.

How I can feel lonely with 40+ voices in my head, I've no idea.

However, my Conrad!muse tells me that the Vault I've got in the refrigerator will help my mood a great deal.

I'm pretty sure he's lying, but I'll go drink it for him anyway. And then I'll write. Something has to come out of the way I'm feeling tonight.

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*hugs* ♥♥♥ ♥!

*huggles*

You'll feel like an adult when you wake up and realize that you live in a house by yourself, and if you don't get shit done, then it won't get done. And that working a 9 to 5 isn't the glamorous life you dreamed of, but it's what you have to do to get by.

*sigh* Wish I could come visit.

Yay!

I ended up using a 4gb flash drive to transport all of my junk over to my dad's computer, and thusly don't miss very much of what I had on Yuuri before. Other than the fact that I lost something like, 1600 songs--but! I can get those back, so yay. ^_^

It'll be nice talking to you again. You'll probably convince me to write something.

Then, damn, I don't want to be an adult. *_*

But really, moving out of here would probably help me a hell of a lot. And not moving in with my mother would help lots too. *laughs* I think I just need to get away from my parents, you know? I'm tired of being dependent on them.

What's exactly wrong with your car, anyhow?

And hey, if you're in Conway, I bet I can steal my dad's car and come visit you. Who cares if I'm not legal? ^^;;

Transmission died. Two weeks and $1700 later I might get it back. In the meanwhile, since my sister is confined to her house due to enormous pregnancy I'm borrowing her car, so it turns out I can visit after all.

Yay for visits!

I understand completely. Rough and hard, but it's still one of the better decisions I've made in my life.

So I hope that whole thing with Zarita works out for you.

sometimes you never feel like an adult.

sometimes, it's like life is the dream and the world in your head is reality, and wait, people eating on the inside does not mean nourishment on the outside.

sometimes the state people refer to as "adulthood" is nothing more than a loss of joy and wonderment that every single person in this world has at one time or another, before they lose it, leave it behind, something.

i'm not saying that a certain kind of maturity or responsibility is not a very good thing to have. self-preservation, as it were. but i am 27 years old right now, hon, grown-up if anyone ever was, and i know that i am most certainly not an "adult."

you do what you need to. moving out probably would be good, yes. but maybe not. it depends on you, not on some idea of adulthood that comes with a written list.

anyway, i love you, from my immature heart.

Blah. I don't know. *laughs* Even immature, you're so much cooler than I am! :P

I love you too, regardless of whether we're adults or not. ♥

I also hope you feel better soon.

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