lunesque: The face of a pale girl with dark hair. Faded text. (Tara)
lunesque ([personal profile] lunesque) wrote2006-08-23 08:50 pm

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I feel like I'm crumbling a bit at the edges. I have school in two days and work and when will I feel like an adult, really? I'm supposed to be one already, but I think I just feel lonely instead of mature.

How I can feel lonely with 40+ voices in my head, I've no idea.

However, my Conrad!muse tells me that the Vault I've got in the refrigerator will help my mood a great deal.

I'm pretty sure he's lying, but I'll go drink it for him anyway. And then I'll write. Something has to come out of the way I'm feeling tonight.

[identity profile] lunesque.livejournal.com 2006-08-24 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Then, damn, I don't want to be an adult. *_*

But really, moving out of here would probably help me a hell of a lot. And not moving in with my mother would help lots too. *laughs* I think I just need to get away from my parents, you know? I'm tired of being dependent on them.
saekhwa: Asian woman with short black hair & arms outspread and text that reads: 'free' (Default)

[personal profile] saekhwa 2006-08-24 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I understand completely. Rough and hard, but it's still one of the better decisions I've made in my life.

So I hope that whole thing with Zarita works out for you.