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[lunesque]

I feel like I'm crumbling a bit at the edges. I have school in two days and work and when will I feel like an adult, really? I'm supposed to be one already, but I think I just feel lonely instead of mature.

How I can feel lonely with 40+ voices in my head, I've no idea.

However, my Conrad!muse tells me that the Vault I've got in the refrigerator will help my mood a great deal.

I'm pretty sure he's lying, but I'll go drink it for him anyway. And then I'll write. Something has to come out of the way I'm feeling tonight.

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[saekhwa]

*huggles*

You'll feel like an adult when you wake up and realize that you live in a house by yourself, and if you don't get shit done, then it won't get done. And that working a 9 to 5 isn't the glamorous life you dreamed of, but it's what you have to do to get by.

[lunesque.livejournal.com]

Then, damn, I don't want to be an adult. *_*

But really, moving out of here would probably help me a hell of a lot. And not moving in with my mother would help lots too. *laughs* I think I just need to get away from my parents, you know? I'm tired of being dependent on them.

[saekhwa]

I understand completely. Rough and hard, but it's still one of the better decisions I've made in my life.

So I hope that whole thing with Zarita works out for you.