lunesque | Youtube is the soundtrack of my night

I've been very ugh lately, haven't I? I just looked at the last couple of entries, and they all have some variation of the word. As I get older, I'm apparently losing coherence, which is sad, because I didn't have much to begin with.

This week, most of what I've done is work. Because of the vet bill, I wasn't able to pay the entirety of my phone bill, so I have to pay the other half of that tomorrow. I have one more vet visit in the next couple of weeks, and then I'm hoping I'll be back on track.

I got sick with a really annoying head cold the day after I took Artemis to the vet, and I've been so, so tired that it's just been awful. Today I feel pretty energetic, though, so I'm hoping that I'm all better now. As for Artemis, I'm fully expecting the vet to advise putting her to sleep. She's miserable and getting worse every day. She won't eat on her own now, so I have to force feed her. She's too weak to fight me very much over it, and it makes me sad. I'm preparing myself now. She's has a good life, though. Fifteen isn't a bad age for a cat.

I have the next two days off (barring any requests for me to come in and work) so I'm hoping to finish my story for

poetry_fiction, since I finished with my graphics for

poet_inspired in the first week. I really need to start working on my original stuff again, to get the juices flowing, so we'll see how that goes. All of my wips are now in one place, which is definitely a good thing.

I've got a stack of comics to read, and I'm three(four?) episodes behind on Once Upon a Time, so I need to catch up on those, too. I also need to read The Hobbit, but I don't really feel like reading it right now, so I might give it back to

dungeonmarm.

Mostly, I've just been taking care of my cat. Seeing her so weak makes me terribly sad.