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GOD!!!
I hate provincial small-minded idiots in Arkansas. Simply hate them. I'm doing a position paper for my Academic Writing and Research class and the professor says 'pick a volatile subject' so I'm like 'yeah, I'll put down what I did last semester' and it was Wiccanism V. Christianity. She reads it and asks the class 'any questions?' and one girl is like 'yeah, what's Wicca?' Then she got a whole bunch of answers like 'Devil worship' and 'Sorcery' and 'bad'. FUCK! I thought college campuses were supposed to PROMOTE TOLERANCE!! *simmers* I was just like, 'fuck it, I don't want to get into a fight on the first day of school.'
Ah, now that I've vented...I'm tired. I worked until 12 a.m. last night, but something was wrong with the cigarette count, so I was trying to find out what went wrong, and me and Franklin counted my stuff until 12:30 and NOTHING was wrong and yet my drawer was $131 dollars under...so I didn't even get to go to bed until 1:30 a.m. and I had to get up at 7 a.m. and go to class--which meant a lot of walking from one side of the campus to wherever my next class is...(across the street?) But then my legs are all achy because I walked for a half-an-hour at NOON to get home from school and then I couldn't take a nap even though I was sapped from feeling all sweaty and icky. Then six years (hours...*sigh*) of standing up while pretending I actually LIKE playing psychiatrist to a bunch of neurotic people who live at the gas station I work in...and I couldn't even write long enough to get my Draco!muse to be quiet.*cries pathetically* I would love to just skip my computer class and take a nap in the library... But I want my computer science minor--and I hate skipping the first day of class...so I'm stuck.
I've just realized that my live journal thing actually sucks ass...but where else am I going to put all my quiz results? And I'm not really one for writing everyday about what I've done...except I enjoy being in slashersanon way too much to just drop this...maybe if I pretend like I update this thing and just concentrate on that...but I'm not even really good at that, because a) I can't get on the internet too often since school started, and b) everyone is such a better reviewer than I am...*is depressed*
Maybe Cai will write that Seamus/Harry/Draco thing she promised me, soon...I need a happy. (or at least I hope she promised me it--I really need and want it!:p)
I'm such a dork--Leslie has a Lego Draco (I WANT ONE!! *sniffles*) and I just popped out--'leggo my Draco' like those stupid Eggo commercials. *laughs* A Draco that I can eat...*giggles hysterically* Okay. Post sleep stupidity disorder....I'm gonna go review Regret's stuff so she knows I love her..when I get home, I'm gonna post that huge ass review I wrote to Cai... *sigh*
Ah, now that I've vented...I'm tired. I worked until 12 a.m. last night, but something was wrong with the cigarette count, so I was trying to find out what went wrong, and me and Franklin counted my stuff until 12:30 and NOTHING was wrong and yet my drawer was $131 dollars under...so I didn't even get to go to bed until 1:30 a.m. and I had to get up at 7 a.m. and go to class--which meant a lot of walking from one side of the campus to wherever my next class is...(across the street?) But then my legs are all achy because I walked for a half-an-hour at NOON to get home from school and then I couldn't take a nap even though I was sapped from feeling all sweaty and icky. Then six years (hours...*sigh*) of standing up while pretending I actually LIKE playing psychiatrist to a bunch of neurotic people who live at the gas station I work in...and I couldn't even write long enough to get my Draco!muse to be quiet.*cries pathetically* I would love to just skip my computer class and take a nap in the library... But I want my computer science minor--and I hate skipping the first day of class...so I'm stuck.
I've just realized that my live journal thing actually sucks ass...but where else am I going to put all my quiz results? And I'm not really one for writing everyday about what I've done...except I enjoy being in slashersanon way too much to just drop this...maybe if I pretend like I update this thing and just concentrate on that...but I'm not even really good at that, because a) I can't get on the internet too often since school started, and b) everyone is such a better reviewer than I am...*is depressed*
Maybe Cai will write that Seamus/Harry/Draco thing she promised me, soon...I need a happy. (or at least I hope she promised me it--I really need and want it!:p)
I'm such a dork--Leslie has a Lego Draco (I WANT ONE!! *sniffles*) and I just popped out--'leggo my Draco' like those stupid Eggo commercials. *laughs* A Draco that I can eat...*giggles hysterically* Okay. Post sleep stupidity disorder....I'm gonna go review Regret's stuff so she knows I love her..when I get home, I'm gonna post that huge ass review I wrote to Cai... *sigh*
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beh!
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b) i :heart: Crosstrails and will force you to listen to their album.
c) i will see what i can do about getting you a lego!Draco.
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boobies?
::pets::
god i wish i didn't know what you meant, i'm wiccan and i swear to GOD every single time people say shit like that i want to scream and rage and beat the whole lot of them!
::fumes::
has the rest of your day been okay??
and will you get into trouble over your drawer being off?!
AND you should know... i don't think cai's been doing overmuch writing lately, ::mumbles::h0::mumbles::
but she could be... you just never know. and back off bitch, she can't write that until she finishes wtcf *and* the seamus/sirius with the seafood aphrodesiac!!
...
but you're having such a bad day... ::looks lost:: i suppose i could wait even longer...
::sighs::
she's yours, i guess.
i'm calling her tonight when i get home from school, so yeah...
i'll poke her for you.
NOT LIKE THAT YOU SICKO!!
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But--god, I really did a report on Wiccan views vs. Christian views, and a lot of people had the audacity to laugh at me! In fact, we passed around our subject for questions from the class, and I got stuff like 'how can you not believe in god?' and my personal 'FAVORITE' *snarls* 'Nonbelievers will burn forever in a pit of sulpher. How can you not worship God knowing this?' *BITCH!* *sighs*
Other than that, it's been good--Kim and I have not one, but TWO classes together, and my creative writing teacher rules completely! But my computer science teacher scares me..just before he dismissed us, he was like 'Computer science is pain. We'll stop there. See you Wednesday!' *shivers*
I found out why my drawer was off,though, so that's a relief...it turns out both me and my coworker Jennifer counted the cigarettes wrong...HOW that happened, I've NO clue...but oh well..I'm safe for now..
But, because I love you so much (really really) I don't care what story she writes first--you've made me feel better all by yourself. :) And I've been trying to give her ideas about WtCF, if that helps..I want that finished, too...
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::weeps::
msn just booted me. fucking crackwhored wanker...
give me a few minutes and i'll try to get back in!
::fumes::
a-hem... sorry... anyway...
yes... am really wiccan, i've been reading tarot cards most of my life. i'm trying to get a coven started here with a few interested friends, hawaii is SO out of the loop! ::rolls eyes:: and yes, the more i learn about you the more i am like... d00d... ::loves:: she is da coooooooooooooooolest.
you'll have to forgive me my oddity at the moment... late night, early morning, just got back from drama... am a crackhead most of the time anyway. you know how it goes.
urg... i hate people and the misconceptions they have about wicca more than most ANYTHING on the FACE OF THIS ROTTEN PLANET!!! it's NOT SATAN WORSHIP!! there is, should you choose to incorpoarate it, A DIVINE BEING!! sadly, that divine being created shitheads. ::sighs::
i wear a pentagram, under my shirt, for myself. i don't go around putting myself on display. i'm wiccan for myself, not to make fucking waves. but a girl saw it in class today and was like, 'do you worship the devil?' i asked her if she ate paint chips as a child. do not think i made a friend there... but i did take the time to explain to her no, i most decidedly DO NOT, considering i don't even BELIEVE IN HIM!!
but yesssssss... ::sweatdrops:: anyway...
my history prof is all about evolution, and her and some bible thumper (no grrr-ness intended, honestly) were going at it and i, being the wanker that i am, raised my hand and said, 'the bible says god put us on earth, it never said he put us here smart.' that shut the both of them up. i was very pleased. though i think that makes just another class that is all, 'she's smart. and catty. stay awayyyyyyy!'
::sighs:: i think i hate my life...
::blushes:: i love my life.
i made you feel better?
::grins ear to ear and blushes profusely::
::glomps mori::
::whispers:: i love you
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Oh, I wish I had as much guts as you--believe me, there are some things that I would love to say--like that paint chip comment. But I agree--there are so many damned misconceptions about Wicca that I'm surprised anyone chooses this religon at all.
*shudder* that reminds me of high school... my science class found out I was Wiccan, and three people around me--these three guys--started asking me if I were a good witch or a bad witch--I was *fuming*. And then my science teacher (who..I THINK..was trying to help) said, 'boys, if Rachel is a witch, I'm sure she's a good witch.' *hides* And then later, one of those guys turned around and said something about me being a witch AGAIN, and finally I just said 'listen, if I were really a WITCH who could cast SPELLS, wouldn't I have already cast one on you to make you LEAVE ME ALONE?' and he was all 'you cast a spell on me to make me like you.' and I was like 'WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON?' *SHUDDERS AT MEMORY*
Damn..I would be all like 'she's smart, she's catty..I'm in LOVE!' *chuckles* Guess I really am strange, huh? I'm glad you love your life, and yes, you always make me feel better. You're just that great.