lunesque: The face of a pale girl with dark hair. Faded text. (3am)
lunesque ([personal profile] lunesque) wrote2006-09-29 11:10 pm

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A snippet of conversation:




Dad: Sometimes I wish you never heard of Harry Potter and Kyo Kara Maoh.

Me (curiously): Why?

Dad: All this stuff about hearing your 'muses' and giving them names didn't happen until you got involved in writing fanfic.

Me (quietly): They've always been there, Dad. I just never talked about them.




Then I lied and told him that it wasn't as though they were real, and I certainly knew better than that. That of course I didn't take it seriously and that it was really just a game anyway. And we laughed it off and continued with what we were doing.

He never believed me. All this time he's just been humoring my neuroses.

Maybe I am crazy.

Everything comes down all at once, doesn't it?

I'm not happy at all.

[identity profile] lunesque.livejournal.com 2006-10-02 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
My dad wouldn't understand. He'd just blame my mother for giving me bad genes and he'd mope and pout about me being crazy, hoping that if he ignores it long enough it'll fix itself.

I should only be so lucky that he would have muses of his own.