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[lunesque]

Oh, wow, it's been forever since I've posted, hasn't it? Well, I have a gift for krysis_ and clearly_unable.

krysis_ wrote Moriavis/Monochromal slash, and asked "Will you pretty please write me/Kasi?"

So, to the best of my current lack of talent, I have written Kasi/Kim. It is only two parts--there is a third, but it turns the entire thing from slightly!fluffy Kim/Kasi to Fluffy!Kim/Kasi with a dash of unrequited Me/Kim/Kasi. Because I am a whore and cannot help inserting myself when it is these two in particular. <333333

Without further ado:



i. Ultraviolet Bruises

She will say 'hello',
smiling over the steam of a cup of coffee,
and there will be a smile waiting to greet her.
It will happen in the first few moments, I know,
because she loves instantly, completely;
she knows no other way to live.
She will be entranced by the unspoken promise in Kim's eyes,
and for a moment the world around her
will cease to exist.
(she has never seen herself reflected so clearly
and she will know then that it's okay to hurt,
for it will not be allowed to last forever.)

ii. Papercut Scars

Sometimes she speaks a different language,
sees a different world,
and if she really wants something,
it is impossible to deny her.
With one look, she can delve into
the storybook of scars hidden beneath the skin
and find the scarred heart wanting.
But this time will not be that time,
and when she looks at her,
she will whisper her name as though
calling a muse.
She will decide that if love is pain,
this time, she will be willing to bear it.
(and she will know then that it's okay to hurt,
because Kasi will make it beautiful.)



iii. Outside Looking In

It will be easy enough at that moment,
to fade into the background.
(after years of practice, that is one talent
that I have perfected.)
I will see the look in their eyes
and know that it is Love.
I will stand with them silently;
say good-bye with a smile;
turn around and walk away.

(they will not notice the difference.)

Comments

[saekhwa]

*GLOMPS*

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou and imissyouimissyouimissyou and iloveyouisoloveyou.

This is just *huggles* This is so sweet, Rachel, and I love it. :)

But I want the third stanza too. Prettyprettyprettyprettyprettyprettyprettyprettyprettypleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaassssseeeee?

*hopeful eyes*

You break my heart in all the good ways, beloved.

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

but the third stanza is like. really bad. and I miss you and I love you too. :( You promised you'd see me over Spring Break and you never did. :(

All right, I'll amend the poem and add the suckiest third verse ever.
-.-

[on-the-cusp.livejournal.com]

[falls over]

[molests you]

give me the third stanza, wench.




you are too good to me, and sometimes you make me feel more
beautiful than i have a right to.

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

I never offer empty compliments. And my fingers stumble over the keys, ink smearing from my pen, and if I could tell you how much you mean to me, it still wouldn't be enough. You are my sunrise.

[on-the-cusp.livejournal.com]

i hate you, you just abandoned me. [cries] and:

you are my everything.

the third stanza

[on-the-cusp.livejournal.com]

i would feel your lose, and i fear my heart would never recover.

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

I'm so so sorry I up and left like that last night, but I hadn't realized it was after midnight and my father woke up and yelled at me and threatened me with restricion again. -.-

So, I'm not going to be on tonight; hopefully my sacrifice will loosen him up and he won't make me get off at 9 pm again. -.-

Maybe not quite your everything, but it has to be enough, I suppose. And likewise to you. I don't know where I'd be without you.

Re: the third stanza

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you*

[on-the-cusp.livejournal.com]

<3

[saekhwa]

I tried seeing you Thursday, but all that crap happened, and I couldn't.

And my sister dragged me out and about, which was pretty fun since she and I haven't hung out in quite some time.

But I'm really sorry, love. It's just everything is so terribly frantic with me, especially with finals coming up and all those final projects having to be done.

I don't know. Er, are you free Thursday? I can probably hang out a bit that afternoon before I have to work at The Echo.

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is always frantic with you--I've learned that much, at least. :P

As for this Thursday, I don't know, because me and my dad are going to be taking a day trip to Branson, and I although I know we're -leaving- on Thursday, I don't know what time. Oh well.

[saekhwa]

Oh. Okay.

Well, I hope you have bunches of fun in Branson. :) You need a bit of a break anyway.

*huggles*

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

*laughs* a break from WHAT, is what I want to know. Maybe next week?

[saekhwa]

That might work.

It will have to be before The Echo. I think if I manage everything, but I'll have to be back there by 5 at the very latest this time because I'll have two pages instead of one.

[moriavis.livejournal.com]

oh.

*shrugs*

Maybe our schedules will match sometime next year.