Poem

[lunesque]

On Repeat

I just want to be let out.
I want to rip out of my skin
drip drip drip (look I’m human my blood is red)
Sell my soul for peace
Left alone
[alone]
in my head
but the radio’s broken the song is on repeat
[over and over and over and--]
Breathing’s stopped the world is gray
(The whispers)
The voices in my head are just myself
Too weak to live too strong to die
A child of hypocrisy and lover of lies
And who am I behind the mask?
[no one and nothing and nowhere]
I want to cry
but my cheeks are staying dry
[damn them]
And I have a favor to ask of those to whom it may concern:

I need a heart because I broke mine and it’s non-refundable.

Comments

[cblm.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

I *really* **really** like this poem, love.

*kisses*

*loves*
Cai

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

blargle. >< *kisses back*

[ex-dark-soul916.livejournal.com]

*is blown way way away*

you are never allowed to disparage your poetry ever, EVER again.

*offers her heart up*

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

*cackles* And yet, I disparaged it over the phone last night, 'cause guess what? I don't like my poetry! HA! *snuggles* Thank you, dear. I was just feeling really off when I wrote that...

[ex-dark-soul916.livejournal.com]

*beats*

i happen to be a big FAN of your poetry, you h0!

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

I know. Says a lot about you, though, doesn't it? ~_^ *snuggles*

[ex-dark-soul916.livejournal.com]

*frowns at you* it can say whatever it bloody well WANTS about me. i . like . it!!

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

I looooove you!

[sympathetic-ink.livejournal.com]

::offers heart::

Poetry...maybe we should have a poets society...me, you and Regret.

*laughing*

Watch us sweep our own kind of magic through the universe, and not just pretend-our-days-away and drive the demons away.

Love you. Amy

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *snuggles* The poets society is probably a good idea, but I think I'll jut fangirl your poetry and Kasi's poetry, and everything will work out in the end. ^^ Yes, I think we should go for it. No more writing just to drive the demons away. We'll change the world! ^^

[saekhwa]

We share a heart, dearest.

So what inspired this particular poem?

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[moriavis.livejournal.com]

erm. *snuggles* I don't actually know what inspired it, it just appeared and ripped out of my hand, and I was like, damn, I wasn't depressed before, but I am now. >< *laughs*