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So. Came home from my mother's last night and was struck by an abrupt sort of loneliness for the remainder of the night, and ended up cleaning of all things before settling down to read the huge mass of comics that I had to get through and watching The Mummy Returns. I never realized how bad of a movie that really was. *_*

I feel like my Moods are stalking me; I'm too cold and my heart is feeling too full, like any moment, I'll break. I've got to shove things into the spaces until they go away, before it becomes full fledged depression again. Meh.

Let's see. Other things in my life. Amanda made me the cutest ducky blanket, and both I and Conrad!muse adore it. Haven't played Guildwars in a week or so. Writing is a no go, and I have been quite firmly crushed on the

kkm_xmas writing front because the only person who has commented is Zarita. I don't care if my recipient hates it-- I'd just like to know. It must be that writing thing, right? Because I don't care if it's a positive reaction any more. I just want to know that they acknowledge it. I am a lame writer. Am also never, ever, ever going to do an exchange again, because obviously I'm terrible at it. I know I've whined about it in previous posts, so I'll stop now and go on to other stuff that needs whining. ^_^

OR I'LL SHRIEK OMG I GOT AN A IN MY JAPANESE CLASS AND A B IN MY WALKING CLASS AND I DIDN'T FAIL.

I am now a pile of relieved goo in my chair. I'll probably still be kicked out of university, because I wasn't able to afford enough hours to push my grade up to a C, but it still went up. I am pleased.

Um. I'm sure that I had more to say, but discovering my grades totally killed every bit of it. I'm off for some hot chocolate and a video game. ^_^

I hope everyone had a happy holiday!

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Oh honey... We tried to come get you xmas eve, but you weren't there and we didn't know where your mom lived now. And Christmas... well... I wasn't fit for contact. Robin didn't get to call until late (turns out I could have worked most of my shift without missing it.) and then... Anyway. I'm sorry. I'll consume you at work and all will be better ^_^ Yay for good grades!!!!
*hugs*

*laughs* It's okay. And really, it was one of those I'm-perfectly-fine-but-I'm-going-to-be-emo-anyway moments. It's the period thing, I'm sure. ^_^

LOVE! *glomp*

Don't let a dearth of comments deter you from writing more, or make you think you're a bad writer. I know that in fandoms like KKM, I don't always read stories or look at art that's about characters or pairings I don't particularly like. Thus I'm always going to read a Gwendal or Conrad fic, but I may not immediately click on Wolfram/Yuuri, or anything with Murata (who I actively dislike). But it doesn't have anything to do with the actual story -- it's just my taste.
Also, I find in anime fandoms there's less of a tendency to leave feedback than for live-action fandoms. I wish I knew why that is; but again, don't be discouraged.

Well, normally, I have absolutely no problem with getting (or not getting) comments, because I'm quite happy just writing. However, this is the first time I've written a request that didn't come from one of my friends, and so I'm anxious and antsy and all sorts of weird things all at once from nervousness. I just want the person I wrote it for to... I don't know. Acknowledge my effort? *headdesk* Oh, suckage.

But thanks for the pep talk, as I am apparently an emo whore. ♥

I think I'd chalk it up to her bad manners, not your lack of skill. People suck. (note icon)

i have massive amounts of love for you. you know this. i wish i'd seen your face around sometime recently. :(

I've been around for the last two days!! ;_; *sniffles and loves back*