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update.
So.
1. Rick had another heart attack. Surgery is on the way. I'm a bad person for a) hoping he doesn't make it through, and b) hoping that means I don't have to buy him a Christmas present for posterity.
2. I'm really mean. Like, just generally a bitch.
3. I've spent a shitload of money recently.
4. I need to send packages and letters out. I'm a fucking retard when it comes to returning the consideration other people give me. Sincere apologies to you all, because you probably know who you all are.
5. Was supposed to take my cats to the vet today. Both ride possibilites fell through. I need to get my driver's license, damnit. And a car. Then I can depend on myself for important things again.
6. No work today. Yay. Lots of NaNo catch up to do. :(
7. Movie with Leslie tomorrow. Yay.
8. Branson with Jon on Wedesday. No work. Yay.
9. Concert with Dad on Thursday. No work. Yay.
10. I want to go away to England again, but I have a feeling that I really just want to go so I can ignore the problems that I have here. Avoidance is not yay.
10. As busy as I am this week, I feel like everything is moving so slowly. I want to cry. It's one of those ones where if you start you won't stop. I'm trying not to start. I think I'm failing.
1. Rick had another heart attack. Surgery is on the way. I'm a bad person for a) hoping he doesn't make it through, and b) hoping that means I don't have to buy him a Christmas present for posterity.
2. I'm really mean. Like, just generally a bitch.
3. I've spent a shitload of money recently.
4. I need to send packages and letters out. I'm a fucking retard when it comes to returning the consideration other people give me. Sincere apologies to you all, because you probably know who you all are.
5. Was supposed to take my cats to the vet today. Both ride possibilites fell through. I need to get my driver's license, damnit. And a car. Then I can depend on myself for important things again.
6. No work today. Yay. Lots of NaNo catch up to do. :(
7. Movie with Leslie tomorrow. Yay.
8. Branson with Jon on Wedesday. No work. Yay.
9. Concert with Dad on Thursday. No work. Yay.
10. I want to go away to England again, but I have a feeling that I really just want to go so I can ignore the problems that I have here. Avoidance is not yay.
10. As busy as I am this week, I feel like everything is moving so slowly. I want to cry. It's one of those ones where if you start you won't stop. I'm trying not to start. I think I'm failing.